I turned 25 today.
And, I'm not quite sure why, but I've been really upset about it.
Last night, I found myself sobbing in a warm bath. And as D patiently listened, I realized that I'm mostly just scared.
24 was not an easy year.
I'm scared of 25 being harder.
I wish I had some sort of epiphany that made me feel better about everything. I didn't.
But today wasn't awful.
And hopefully tomorrow won't be either. :)
And, I'm not quite sure why, but I've been really upset about it.
Last night, I found myself sobbing in a warm bath. And as D patiently listened, I realized that I'm mostly just scared.
24 was not an easy year.
I'm scared of 25 being harder.
I wish I had some sort of epiphany that made me feel better about everything. I didn't.
But today wasn't awful.
And hopefully tomorrow won't be either. :)
HaPPy Late BIRthDAy!! I am turning 25 next month and I feel it too...some sort of pressure to be more, bigger, better, than the me I already am. It's weird. BUT you are amazing!! You have a lot to celebrate!
ReplyDeletei think its time i came to visit you. you need some do-absolutely-nothing-but-laugh-your-little-heart-out-and party time and i think i can help with that. ;) love you, and i am wishing your next year stomps all over last year.
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