There have been a lot of times in my life, especially in the last couple of years, when I have wondered what my life would be like without depression/anxiety. There have been so many times when I've felt so low and alone. I look at other people and see how happy their lives seem to be. I wonder if I could be that happy and carefree. If I didn't have depression anxiety, would I have more energy? Would I be able to do more? Would I be a different person?
Of course I'd be a different person!
My challenges have brought me to where I am today. To give up my challenges would be to give up who I am. And sure there are really hard days. Really hard days. But I like being married to D. I like directing shows. I like my friends. I like that I graduated from BYU. I don't want to give those things up! And, I do not doubt that if I lived my whole life with out d/a, I would not have those same things in my life now.
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